Am I really getting that old??

Here I am at 3
At 4
I believe I was 10 here. Look I am even wearing one of my pretty dresses from Grandma!!

Okay seriously tomorrow is my birthday and I am not excited. Honestly this makes me quite sad. All the other years I was excited for about a week before it even got here. Is this truly what birthdays are like the older you get?? Sean and Mom have both asked me what I want and I truly don't have answers for them. Sean had some great ideas but both are spendy I feel guilty if I say yeah I really want that. I guess when it comes down to it I guess it is just a fact of life and tomorrow will be just another day and I will be one year older. Not like back when (wow saying that really dates me) Grandma Morrison would send me a dress every year for my birthday. Mom would always let me open one gift that morning of my birthday and I would always open Grandma Morrisons so I could wear that pretty dress to school. How about the birthday that I wanted everything chocolate and I ate an entire bag of chocolate and got the hives from it.